dearest everyone, please do not worry about me.. i had what in common parlance is often called a burn out (a term i, for a manifold of, here irrelevant reasons, wld prefer not to use, but use here to avoid even lengthier asides than the present). this lasted roughly 2 yrs & is now fizzling out. at present, i feel better than i have felt, ever in my life. thank you for worrying & being there for me. sorry, so sorry, for being the source of worry, fear, any force other than a vital(ist), life, love, affirming force. i can only say, on this platform at least, that i am well, blissful, that i hope you are the same, & that i wish for no one to worry about me. i feel no fear. only love.